"Life is a coin. You can spend it anyway you wish, but you can only spend it once." This quote by Lillian Dickson made it to my mailbox once again. It usually comes as part of one of those emails you get from friends...you know the ones that talk about friendship and life and instruct you to send it on to others, including the one who sent it to you.
Each time it comes it strikes home. If there's been one constant in my life, it's the frustration that I have at having just one space, one time, one body to experience life with. The resulting boundaries mean that I'm
either one place or the other...I'm either doing this or that. I can't live
multiple lives. I can't experience everything. By being "here" I can't be "there". My idea of a heaven? A state where I am released from these limitations.
I'm so grateful that I have the means and the health to travel. It gives me the illusion of transcendence and feeds my spirit by filling my senses. But even this requires a choice: where to go and how to do it: movement or stillness...taking in everything there is to see or staying in one place and getting to really know it...going to new places or returning to places I love. I know...these are nice dilemmas to have.
Another quote...this by Danny Kaye... is how I usually end up approaching it all: "Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw all the paint you can on it." I'm not sure of the picture I'm drawing on my canvas, but I'm definitely trying to make it colorful!